THE LETTER "G."
BY MRS. MARY C. HAZLETT.
The Craftsman - 1867
"No, Mary, you shall never be the wife of George Stanford," said old Mr. Carleton, with a lowering brow, and a determined eye.
"And why not, father?" said the gentle Mary, striving to conceal her emotion. "Is he not of a good family; is he not regarded as a high-minded, honorable young man; are not his business prospects. flattering, and is not his attachment to me as strong and sincere as you or I would wish ?"
"That may all be very true, my child; but he has associated himself with a society which dares not to unfold its secret workings to the world, and which the world has never been able to discover as accomplishing any good. In short, Mary, Stanford is a Freemason.
"And is that your only objection, Father?"
"Is not that a sufficient one?" he said, sternly. "Dare you, a mere child, presume to array your feeble judgment against my age and experience?"
"I do not wish to be disrespectful my father, but I cannot help thinking you judge Masonry unjustly. I have known, for a long time, that George was a Mason, and this fact has led
me to investigate its principles. Elder Williams, who lives next door to us, is a Mason, and he has allowed me to read his Monitor, magazines, and other Masonic works; and if
Masonry is what those works describe it to be, it is a good institution, and the world would suffer from its loss."
"You can tell nothing about it by the books they publish. They are only printed for effect, and to conceal the real corruptness of the institution. If there was anything good
about it, it would not be kept secret. The Bible commands risen not to hide their light under a bushel."
"But, father, the Bible says also, 'let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth;' and I think I have discovered some good deeds by Masons. There is old Mr. Strong, who
lives down by the mill, and who has not been able to work for nearly a year. The Masons have taken care of him for a long time. They bring him provisions and every thing else he
needs, and every night one or two of them come to stay with him - for he is ailing very fast, and it would not be safe to leave him alone.'
"Then he is one of their number, and their care of him is owing to a species of honor among thieves," said Mr. Carleton.
"No," said Mary, "he is not and never has been a Mason. He told me so himself; only this morning, when I went to carry him some fruit and flowers, and he said he should have died of want long ago but for their kindness, and he hoped God would bless and reward them. And then," continued Mary, "there is dear Mattie Dow, whose father belonged to the society, the Masons are sending her to the young ladies' boarding school, and preparing her for a teacher. They are paying all her expenses, and she told me they had cared for her ever since the death of her parents, and that she loved them as much as if they were her own brothers. Oh, father! it cannot be that those who perform such good deeds are bad men, for a tree is known by its fruits."
But old Mr. Carleton was not a man to be turned from his purpose. His prejudice against Masonry had grown stronger and deeper as he had grown older and the gentle pleading of his beautiful daughter only served to irritate him.
he said very sternly, "it is of no use to talk to me about Masonry; and it
is worse than folly for you to attempt to gain my consent to your marriage with
George Stanford. You were eighteen
years of age yesterday, and can, of course, do as you please in this matter;
but, if you dare to disobey my wishes, you are no longer my child. I would
sooner sink my wealth in the depths of the ocean, or give it to the most
miserable beggar in this great city of
Mary Carleton arose and left her father's presence with slow, unsteady step, she sought her own room. She felt that the crisis of her life had arrived, and she knew not how to decide. Her father had encouraged the attentions of Stanford until within the last few days. Discovering that he was a Freemason, Mr. Carleton had told him haughtily that he must renounce all connection with the institution or discontinue his visits to his house. The young man had met this unreasonable demand with the proper spirit, and firmly, but respectfully, asserted his determination to be a Freemason while he lived. He had been ordered from the house, and told never to enter it again. Such were the circumstances leading to the above conversation between Mr. Carleton and his daughter.
Mary knelt at her bedside, and implored her God to give her strength and wisdom. She felt that her father was in the wrong, but could she meet his frowns and lasting displeasure? She thought she could not; but there rose before her the vision of her affianced husband, the noble, upright, generous George Stanford, and she realized that his loss would cause her a life of misery.
There came a rap at her door, a servant handed her a sealed note, and departed. She opened it and found it to be a few lines from Stanford, inclosing a ring entirely plain, with the exception of the small letter G on the upper side. The note was as follows:
"MY DEAR MARY:- Your father has forbidden our further correspondence; but both duty and inclination prompt me to seek a knowledge of your pleasure before conceding to his wishes. I love the Masonic institution, and cannot, consistently with my feelings, and with my sense of duty and honor, renounce it. The ring I send you, is ornamented with the letter G - a Masonic emblem. If you are willing to become the wife of a Freemason, wear the ring for my sake, and I will protect you while I live; if not, its return will signify to me that we must henceforth be strangers. GEORGE."
On the following morning, Mary sought the presence of her father. She was very pale and moved wearily, for sleep had not visited her eyelids.
"Well, child," said Mr. Carleton, "I trust a few hours' reflection has served to show you your duty, and that I have this morning an obedient daughter."
For reply, she held up her hand, upon which was the ring sent her by Stanford.
"What means that ring?" said the old man, starting violently.
"It means" said Mary, in a voice low, but firm, "that I have decided to wear it while I live, for the sake of Mr. Stanford, who will soon be my husband."
Mr. Carleton was dumb with astonishment. He had not believed his daughter would dare to meet his displeasure.
Mistaking the cause of his silence, Mary advanced to his side, and, twining her arms about his neck, she kissed his cheek.
"Oh, father!" she said, "do not, I pray you, turn me from you. You will be lonely without me, and I cannot endure your frowns. Let me beg of you to consider that Washington, Warren, Lafayette, and the pious Wesley, were Masons. Surely that cannot be evil which was honored and loved by so much nobleness and talent."
Mr. Carleton pushed his daughter from him angrily "Go, foolish child," he exclaimed, "never dare to speak to me again. You have no longer a father or a home."
Poor Mary was too wretched to reply; but the yearning look she cast upon her father, as she glided, ghost-like, from the room, haunted him for years afterwards.
In a week she and Stanford were married. With a view to remove his wife from all unpleasant associations, George emigrated to a western city, and became a partner in a mercantile house. His business prospered, and a beautiful house was purchased on the shore of one of those crystal lakes so common in the West.
But the tocsin of
war was sounded, and leaving his business in the care of his partner; Stanford
collected a company of volunteers, and bidding adieu to his wife and infant
son, hastened to
It was now Mary Stanford's lot, with thousands of others, to watch eagerly for news from the army, to pray for a husband's safety, and wait for his return.
But there came a
day when news of a terrible battle went flashing over the country, and a
telegram reached the city of
When at length she slowly recovered, it was to find that her husband's partner ad proved recreant to his trust. He had taxed the credit of the firm to the utmost, by borrowing, and with the money thus obtained left the country.
"Mary's elegant house was hers no longer. She now wrote to her father, acquainting him with her bereavement and misfortunes, and begged him to receive her again into the home of her childhood. Long and anxiously she waited for a reply, but none came. Then she determined to go to her father, and in person entreat him to receive and care for her child, while she would support herself by teaching.
With what means
she had remaining - only about three hundred dollars - she set out upon her
It now seemed to Mary Stanford that heaven had indeed deserted her, and she could only caress her child, and pray that God would interpose in her behalf. There remained but one course for her to pursue. She sought for and obtained an humble room in an obscure street; and disposing of her ,jewelry and some few articles of wearing apparel, discharged her indebtedness to the landlord of the W- hotel; and, taking the little Willie by the hand, set out for her new lodgings with a sad heart. She hoped to be able to earn a subsistence by her needle, until her father should return to his home, when she firmly believed he would relieve her sufferings, if not for her own, for his grand-child's sake.
Bravely she entered upon her new life. Morning, noon and night found her bending over her sewing or embroidery. Her form drooped, her cheek grew paler and paler, her eyes were dim with weeping. No answers came to the many letters she addressed to her father, and hope at length died out of her heart. To add to her misery, the winter was at hand, and she was forced to the conviction, that the avails of her needle were not sufficient to supply her wants. But there was no alternative, and, with a sort of dumb despair, she still toiled on.
The morning of January 1st, 1864, found Mrs. Stanford placing in the grate the last of her little store of fuel. The cold was intense, and she covered closer the form of the sleeping Willie, now nearly three years of age. She knelt by his side, and imprinted kiss after kiss upon his pallid brow. Never before had she felt as now the meaning of the sunken cheeks and bloodless lips. She shuddered with a new fear, for the conviction that he was slowly starving had fastened itself upon her mind.
"Oh, God!" she cried, clasping her hands in agony, "hast Thou indeed forsaken me? or art Thou still the widow's support, and the friend of the fatherless? I pray Thee, stretch forth Thine hand and save my child."
Tenderly she laid her hand upon his curling locks, and as she did so, her eye fell upon the ring and the letter G, which years before she had placed upon her finger as the seal of her destiny. She gazed at it vacantly, as her mind busied itself with the past. Swiftly the various scenes of her checkered life passed in review before her; all finally terminating in the misery of the present. What was to be done? Willie would soon awake, and she had no bread to appease his hunger. The fire would soon die out, and then both must perish with cold. The ring must be of some value, and she could sell it and obtain enough to preserve them a day or two at the least. It was the last article she possessed that would procure bread. Her heart gave a great, painful throb; but she looked at her child, and her decision was taken.
Wrapping a faded shawl around her emaciated form, she stirred the expiring fire, and closing the door softly behind her, descended into the street, and walked rapidly in the direction of the shop, where, months before, she had disposed of her jewelry. Although the distance was short, she reached her destination benumbed and shivering, and paused for a moment before the glowing grate before making known her errand. An old gentleman enveloped in a great, warm cloak, entered, and advanced directly to the counter.
"I wish to purchase a bracelet, as a New Year's present - for my daughter," he said, cheerily.
The shop man placed a case of jewels before him, and then turned to his poorer customer.
"How much will you give me for this ring?" she said, with emotion.
"Its actual value is but trifling," he replied; "it is very old. I will give you one dollar."
"Oh, sir! is it not worth more than that?" she said. "It is very dear to me for its associations, and nothing but the most pressing want would induce me to part with it. I pray you to give me all it is worth."
"I can give no more," he said, dropping it on the counter carelessly.
Mrs. Stanford grasped it, and pressed it to her lips; then she laid it down reverently and extended her hand for the money.
The old gentleman who had come to purchase a bracelet, had listened in silence to this little dialogue between the poor woman and the shopkeeper; but he now moved to her side and said, respectfully: "You seem very unwilling to part with this ring, madam; will you allow me to examine it?"
"Certainly, sir," said Mrs. Stanford, passing it to him.
The man started as his eyes fell upon the letter G, and he asked, quickly:
"Where did you obtain this?"
"Oh, sir !" said Mary, "it was a gift from my husband, previous to our marriage. I prize it very highly, for he is dead, and it is the last memento I have. But his child is starving, and it must be sold."
"Do you know the meaning of this letter?" he said.
"No, sir, except that my husband told me it was a Masonic emblem, and if I was willing to become the wife of a Freemason, I was to wear it for his sake."
"Well, well," said the old man, "I presume you are in haste to return to your child. I have taken a fancy to this ring, and I will give you more for it than the shopkeeper can afford to give," and placing a ten dollar note in her hand, he deposited the ring in his vest pocket.
"Oh, sir, a thousand thanks, and may heaven bless and reward you," said Mrs. Stanford.
"How far is it to your house?" said the gentleman.
"Only two blocks distant," she replied.
"It is very cold, I will accompany you, and lend you my cloak," he said, kindly.
Wrapping it carefully around her, he walked by her side in the direction of her poor lodgings.
"I must stop here, and purchase some bread for my child," said Mary.
"Very well; I will wait for you."
In a few moments she returned, and they proceeded.
A single glance at the wretched room served to show the kind-hearted old man the full extent of Mrs. Stanford's poverty. Willie was awake, and sat shivering upon his miserable bed. His great, hungry eyes lighted as they fell upon the package his mother deposited upon the rickety table, and the only response to her caress was, "bread, mamma; bread!"
The old man, standing by the door, waited to hear no more; and when Mary turned to thank him for his kindness, he had gone, leaving his cloak behind him.
A few moments afterward, Mary opened her door in response to a loud rap, and found a large basket of coal upon the threshold. The person who brought it had already reached the foot of the stairway. But there could be no doubt for whom the coal was designed, and Mrs. Stanford's poor house was soon comfortably warmed.
A half hour later, a supply of provisions arrived in the same mysterious manner, and the loving mother wept and smiled by turns, as the greedy Willie, with hands trembling with excitement, lifted package after package of wholesome food from the basket to the table. At the bottom lay a note which read thus - "Place your trust in God, and He will supply and guard you."
On the following evening, Humanity Lodge, No._, met in regular communication. The usual business of the evening having been transacted, an old man arose and said:
brethren, you all know a Freemason's duty toward the widow and orphan,
especially the widow and orphan of a brother. At No. 6,
"Have you the ring with you?" said a strange voice, quivering with emotion.
"Yes," replied the old man, searching for it in his vest pocket.
"Any one who wishes may examine it."
The stranger, who was a tall, fine-looking man, but very pale, as if from long sickness, crossed the room quickly, and looked eagerly at the ring.
"Oh, heaven!" he exclaimed, "it is Mary's ring. Where did you say, No. 6, E—street? My wife! my poor wife!"
He vanished from the room, but the old man followed. When he reached the house of Mary, it was to find her lying insensible upon her wretched couch, and her husband endeavoring to restore consciousness by bathing her brow, and chafing the hands hardened by toil.
of Company A, had been indeed among the missing, but he was not dead. He had
pressed forward in advance of his men, and fallen where the fight was thickest. He had been borne from the field as a
prisoner, by Confederate soldiers, and it was many weeks before an exchange was
effected. Then, rewarded for his bravery with a
colonel's commission, but still weak from the effects of a severe wound, he
obtained a furlough, and hastened to his western home. His wife had left for
perhaps Mary might have returned home in his absence, he again sought the city
But his cause
seemed hopeless, when, arriving at B--, he determined to visit the Lodge, and
request his brethren to assist in ascertaining if she was in that city. The
result we have already seen, and it only remains to say, Colonel Stanford, his
wife and the boy Willie - now the picture of health and happy childhood - are
dwelling again in their beautiful home on the banks of